"i can only wish i could write much tonight but

i'm so weighed down in words i can't dig.

i'd be lying this hatred because

i cannot be loved when

i'm only beloved by this

blood with my love.

how can i leave them if not for

i killed myself loving who i love.

he's what i never knew from my silence,

i've been known but when in their loudest

have they found me.

i was with you like an unsealed promise and

i could only wish to be kept.

i looked at me like i was looked,

blank in conviction,

rotten by curiosities.

will you love me.

will you take every word i learned

from their hands or

will i leave you unconquered, ������������é"