Everyone who has studied psychology knows about the famous wire monkey experiment by Harry Harlow. My mother was the wire monkey and incapable of giving or showing love. She was very ignorant and abusive. My life paralleled this famous experiment. This book is my struggle to live and survive the wire monkey and my abusive sister and brother. My life mistakes were all due to my mother's influence by not giving love or showing love. This book is about my struggle to find love and overcome the wire-monkey influence.