We are all accountable for our own sins and we can't stand before God and put the blame on someone else. There is no small sin or big sin and God doesn't hold our past against us like we do to some people. Regardless of what you do in life, if you sincerely come before God and ask Him for Forgiveness He will give it to you. When struggles come they may not turn out the way you think or expect to them to but God can give you the grace to Count it All Joy.